Shit got real
Sometimes, I wonder if I would ever come close to getting what I really want in life. I’m generally happy, but I just can’t help but think about the future. For whatever reason, I feel like I’m always searching for something more. Like I’m always waiting for something amazing to happen..and I am fully aware that people never really get contented. Most of us would deny this, but it’s just the 100% truth.
I think we’re never contented. We just think we are, but most of the time we have just learned to accept the fact that we have to settle for what we’ve got. It’s two really different things, but people always have a hard time telling them apart..or maybe because we honestly never want the naked truth— as ironic as that may seem.
People will always reinvent something bad into something good because it’s always better to see a prettier picture. Regardless of the situation. And that’s when it gets really ugly. People get depressed, all hopeless and shit. We all want to be happy, but unfortunately, we all want what we can’t have, and that frustrates us.
People build this magical land of make believe that they call their own perfect world, filled with everything beautiful, and nothing but beautiful.. and we try so hard to convince ourselves that it’s real, but when the lights go out, and we’re all alone, all we have is ourselves in a dark room. And that’s pretty much all there is to it. We close our eyes and realize that it isn’t so much fun anymore.
We live in a world of tragedy and not cotton candy clouds and snowflakes in the summer because that is just plain bullshit. - XHIN
