I WISH I SMOKE #random
i wish i smoke so i could let the smoke drown my emotions. so that with every puff, i would blow away the hurt and the pain. so that i could say that the smoke hurts my eyes, they are the reason why i cry. i wish i smoke. or that my pain is like a cigarette. i will light it up, take it in, puff it out. i would put it in my mouth, savor it in my tongue, let it roll, take a few in and eventually let everything out. i will play with it as it plays with me. i would want to give up but secretly still crave for it. i wish i smoke. so that everything i write (or i try to write) would make sense, to me, to smokers.. i wish i smoke..
